yesterday night before jason and i decided to call it a night, jason read a little excerpt of his journal to me. i didn’t realize it, but it was an actual letter to me, as if he was talking to me. it caught me off guard and i had to ask, “did you write to me before we were officially dating together?” and of course, jason being the romantic, he answered yes.
so as i started to look at the first ten entries of his journals, they were his thoughts about life and so on, but what was so fascinating to me was that they were actual letters to me. it was quite a neat experience and i couldn’t let it down. it was interesting because he was saying how much he would love to see our “like” relationship lead us to marriage. it was amazing to see how God was preparing him to be the man in my life.
if anything, reading those letters made me fall more in love with jason, not because he was trying to smooth talk to me or “hit” on me. but because i saw how much he depended on our God and trusted that he will lead him to the right gal. luckily, i was special and important in his eyes to keep me in his prayers. the great thing about this was that i never knew how much he invested me in his prayer life…and to see how all of it played out was really nice.
so i guess to sum up this whole thought..i’m a sucker for my husband :)
