So after a long weekend vacay with the fam bam, I’m pretty content with my birthday celebration. I think after my 20th birthday at chuck e. cheese, I was pretty content in skipping the birthday celebration stuff.
Of course this trip had its up and downs and learning how to please everyone in the group, but overall a success. I think the reason why I do not like celebrating my own birthday, or at least have a party is because 1) I do not like the feeling of hosting the different groups of friends in my life. I find myself more uncomfortable and less happy. 2) I enjoy just having dinner with different groups of people to celebrate it with. I can give them my attention and feel less pressured. 3) Cost to have a birthday party is way too expensive for me and the guests.
I guess next year I will just do a getaway with jason with no one knowing where we are. but we’ll see.
So I didn’t do my devotions when I was there or when I got back from home. I was so tired, and busybodying that sadly, I forgot.
So I’m here again continuing what I have not finished or been consistant with.
I do need the Word of God because I feel so empty without Him. I feel lost and burdened. I need to come to the God I love. Also, I find myself looking down at people when I realize that I’m not doing so great. I have a lot of issues and things I need to iron out and work on. God is good and he deserves all praise. I shouldn’t let busyness stand in my way.
